Those days

Ever have those days when nothing went right. It rained outside, everyone is in a bad mood, things that normally go smooth take more effort, and no matter how positive you try to make yourself you just have a sinking feeling in your stomach. Well today is that day for me from time I got up till now almost everything has went wrong and 90% of it I have nothing to do with before it gets to me. I guess when it rain it pours well at least it does in Georgia. Even my lunch with my friends was not the care free fun it normally is. I cant help but think it is my outlook on the day that is causing all this but then that is a little conceited to think I cause all the bad stuff in one day. O well guess just time to get more positive maybe after writing this the sun will come back out and the day will finish on a good note.

Where love takes us

So I am a practical guy I try to do things that make sense. But recently I have lost all my practicallity if that is a word. I stay up most every night talking to a wonderful woman who is interesting, funny, smart, sweet, and caring. I do not get tired when I talk to her even if I was asleep just a minute before we started talking. I find it hard not to miss her when we are not talking or chatting because she makes me happy. I smile when we are talking and I can not help it she says I am laughing or smirking at her but truely I can not keep the smile off my face.

Here is the crazy part she is 2700 miles away in Vancouver. For you all that dont know where that is look on the west coast of US and go north till you hit Canada and there she is. I cant wait to meet her and spend time together. I just hope I am a big enough geek for her. Inside joke sorry all.

Thanks for listening to ramblings of a man falling for a wonderful woman.

Things I learned over the weekend.

Do not drink and have cell phone near you. Do not long on to wow and while drunk. Do not let cousion cook bacon at 3 am while drunk. Stay away from Team Speak when drunk. Hope that you do not remember anything the next day.

My top shows

What I am watching now:

Summer Shows:

Entrouge: If you are a guy this is a great show. It is about 4 friends one who is rich and the others just hang out with him. Best 30 minutes of TV you can watch. It comes on Sunday's 10 pm est. on HBO

Bleach : Comes on cartoon network at 12 am on tuesday I think. TV gets it so not sure. 

History Channel, Military Channel, and ESPN: What else did you expect 

WEEDS: If you have showtime this show starts back in august all I have to say is hot mom who sells weed makes for good tv. 

Fall Shows:

Heros: Best show on tv. It is like a new version of Xmen

Grey's Anatomy: Interesting story lines and good looking horny female doctors. 

House: Watch it 1 time you will like it.

Boston legal: William Shattner is great comedy by himself through in James Spader and you have best combo on TV.

Friday Night Lights: Good football drama on a tv show. 

These are all great shows.

disappointment

We all get it and it is close to the worest feeling I think someone can feel the only other thing I can think of is losing a loved one. When I have kids I am going to do my best to never disappoint them. I try to hope for things to much I would much rather be happy surprised then .... well I guess it is just life. Good night thanks for reading my disappointed rambling.

What if?

So lets say you were given every thing you asked for but in return you had to see the consequnces on the people your choices affected. The best example I can think of is King David he literally could make anything happen and when he chose to sleep with another mans wife that man died. But David had to live knowing that. So my real question is if you had a way to see the future of each choice in life do you think you would live in the moment, make the best choice for those the choice effected, or make the choice that best effects you in the long run.

Here is my answer I would choose what best effects me in the long run as long as it did not hurt someone else in the long run.

What do you do?

So you know when you want something really bad when you cant get rid of that thought. I have that right now it is pissing me off. I want it but why do I want it so bad. If I could buy it I would have already but most things that make us happy we can not buy. I want to be happy but what if it means someone else might not be happy. What do I do? What would you do? Life is full of choices we just have to hope we make more right ones then wrong ones I guess. Also what if your happiness depends on someone else? I guess only time can answer most of our questions.
Thanks for your time